To
the East of Dervharn there was a river that acted as natural
boundary. The water came down the mountains, and since it mostly
flowed under the shadow of the trees it was extremely cold, although
delicious. There were barely any houses built near the water's edge,
because a small tributary crossed the city and supplied water, saving
the inhabitants the need to transport it.
There
was a stretch along which both banks were fairly close to each other.
A small pond had formed at the feet of a gigantic hundred-year-old
tree, with thick and twisted roots, fed by the main stream. Aquatic
plants covered it, and some fish ventured its still waters and
settled there.
The
top of the tree was encircled by a house of elven built. The wide
platform surrounding it overlooked the river and the pond. Its only
access was a spiral staircase, since it was too isolated to build
footbridges. As for the inside, it was spacious and comfortable, with
little furniture but the necessary. There were two particular rooms
that spoke volumes about the kind of elves who dwelt there: one was
full of shelves with books, scrolls and writing tools; the other, of
weapon racks displaying weapons of every kind, including some
rarities that seemed to be used exclusively by the Silvans, such as
the curved-blade short swords that adapted to the arm. The recent
owners of that collection had made their best to get familiar with
it, in a very enthusiastic way; specially one, an elf with dark hair
and deep eyes...
Sül
opened his eyes and found an empty space on the bed. That was
strange, considering how attached his companion was to beds in
general, and that one in particular. And the hollow was cold: that
slick redhead had slipped through his fingers without waking him up
and vanished. For an ex-Shadow like him that would have been
humiliating, but at that point the young elf had got used to the
gifted's new abilities. And speaking of fingers... wrapped around his
little finger he found a long red hair. It hadn't got there by
coincidence; it was a certain person's equivalent to a reassuring
message when he had to leave and didn't want to bother him. Sül
smiled and held that lonely thread in front of his eyes, put it in a
safe place, jumped out of the bed, grabbed his trousers and looked
outside the window.
Dawn
had just broken, as the birds were announcing. He had to admit that
house was a good place to live. They were isolated enough as to have
privacy and the frame of the river and the trees was very beautiful.
A radical change, compared with the life he had been leading so far
in Argailias. he unconsciously took his hand to his stomach and
slipped it along the smooth skin. There was no trace of the
Darshi'nai poison left inside of him.
He
remembered his first day in Dervharn. As they had done for Caradhar,
the Silvans had kept their distance and leave him some privacy so
that he wouldn't feel overwhelmed. All but one: that elf so similar
to Vira that had run to greet the gifted, Lioges. The resemblance had
truly given him goosebumps.
Sül
was no empathic, and definitely no telepath; and yet at first sight
he had realised Lioges didn't think much of him. Well, everything he
could say was that the feeling was mutual, because his companion had
confessed him what that elf had been doing during the last weeks he
had spent in the forest. It was a very weird feeling: relief on the
one hand, knowing Caradhar hadn't been able to sleep with anyone, and
on the other, the distrust that celebrated healer inspired him,
knowing he had dared to lay his hands on... He couldn't say that'd
taken him by surprise, since he shared blood with a pervert like
Vira, but he better kept those delicate hands away from his partner.
To
cap it all, it had been Lioges himself who had freed him from the
Darshi'nai poison. Had he done it on purpose to make him feel
indebted, or was he just looking for ingratiating himself with
Caradhar? He couldn't say, and one way or another it was humiliating.
But to be fair, the redhead would always keep himself aloof and try
not to be alone with the healer, no matter how kindly they behaved
with each other. Sül was sure about that, because there was
practically no moment of the day in which he wouldn't feel wrapped by
the gifted's thoughts.
As
Vira had explained about his connection with Dainhaya, Sül had
become Caradhar's fulcrum. He hadn't needed years to develop that
bond, although in a certain way it had taken years indeed: all those
that had passed since they had met, since the dark-haired elf had
fallen in love with him and had come to consider him his most
important person. In the precise moment in which the gifted's mind
had found a way out, he had been the receiver of his call, the one at
the other end of the only thread the redhead had woven in his life.
Those baffling tears he had shed in Argailias... The memory was still
a burden for him, but also filled him with a warm feeling of joy.
Despite everything, despite themselves, he had always been his most
important person as well. He felt like closing his eyes and smiling.
Caradhar's
mind had become a powerful recipient of thoughts and sensations. That
was one of the reasons why they had to live isolated. It was better
for him to stay away from other minds until he dominated the
technique to build shields and control the flow. He used to receive
visits from those they called the guides, who were taking care of
training him.
The
first days had been though. Alone in their new house, without any
other telepath like Dainhaya to offer him protection, the new
weaver's thoughts had been sent out and had chaotically drank from
the only mind around: Sül's. At night, when they were both asleep
and everything escaped to his control, they had slipped inside the
former Shadow's memories and found here and there some bitter
remembrance, some feeling of anguish pushed into some distant corner,
buried under layers of new, much more optimistic memories, but still
throbbing in his subconscious. In those nights Caradhar would sob in
his sleep, his chest convulsed with such an amount of angst that Sül
would always open his eyes, seized by the same pain. The only thing
he could do in those occasions was waking him up and squeezing him in
his arms, and whispering comforting words until he managed to calm
him down, until he proved him those things he thought he was still
feeling had been left far behind. Past was past, he used to tell him,
and that was their present, and by the gods that he'd never change as
much as a damn comma in all their story if the outcome was meant to
be like that, with him in his arms, his heart beating so fast, the
intoxicating scent of his skin under his nostrils...
That
memory brought back another much more positive one: the redhead's
enthusiasm concerning his newly discovered sense of smell. In moments
like that one had to be grateful that gifted elves didn't gain
weight, because the way he had to try everything edible he could lay
hands on would have been fatal for his waist... not to speak about
drinks. He had regretted now and then, half joking, half seriously,
the impossibility of getting Caradhar drunk to have him at his mercy,
even if just for one day. However, keeping in mind how much wine and
liquor the young elf had been drinking those days, Sül had been
forced to acknowledge that body that wouldn't be affected by alcohol.
Even when he was buried in those mountains of Silvan books, learning
their language and story, he would always keep at hand a dish of some
kind of delights and a jar of his favourite drink of the moment.
Sometimes
he'd simply sit outside, close his eyes, lean back and breath the
fragrance of the forest in, the grass, the flowers, the ground, wet
with rain... the fragrance of the river. How could a river have a
fragrance? Sül hadn't considered it so far, yet apparently Caradhar
had, and there he was, sitting near the bank day after day, and he
didn't need anything else.
But
of course, and from a selfish point of view, the best consequence of
that discovery was being personally enjoyed by the dark-haired elf
himself. The way in which Caradhar would sink his nose into every
hollow of his body and inhale with great relish, and those little
moans, and his tongue, running along his whole skin, licking every
single inch... ugh, that drove him mad. There were moments in which
he'd feel more like a kitten than like an elf, so devoted to the task
his partner was... although it had to be said that when those
attentions were focused on a certain
part
of his anatomy, his complaints, reservations and any doubt he could
harbour would vanish along with his rational thoughts.
And
that was the other reason why they had given them every chance to
live on their own in an isolated house. In a society like Dervharn
relationships that could bear no fruit weren't accepted. A couple
like them would be more than likely kept away from prying eyes. The
look that elf called Father had cast upon him when he had realised
Sül was the reason why Caradhar wouldn't pair a female elf off...
Who did he think he was? The official breeder of the forest? Fuck
you, bastard, Sül
had thought, 'cause
he's mine and no one else's. And
right then that guy had gone red. A tactical mistake indeed: in
Dervharn, not only your tongue had to be kept under control, but also
your thoughts... In the end, the dark-haired elf had shrugged, for he
had accepted he couldn't please everybody. And knowing the so-called
Father despised Vira as well had made the Silvan score some points
with Sül. That was something else they had in common.
Sound
of steps at the foot of the tree... His slippery companion was
finally there. The steps quickly climbed the stairs up to the house,
and then the bedroom. The crimson-haired elf entered carrying a big
basket and munching a red apple; a trickle of sweet juice ran down
his chin to the collar of his shirt. It was virtually impossible to
leave a load of food in his hands and expect he wouldn't try it...
Sül felt like smiling again.
'Good
morning,' he managed to say between bites, leaving the basket on the
floor and sitting on the bed. 'There was absolutely nothing to eat in
the house, so I went for provisions. I hope you'll prepare something
good, because these past days on travel rations have been
depressing.'
The
dark-haired elf snickered. Caradhar was completely useless in the
kitchen, and if he had had to take care of his own meals he would
have been in deep trouble. But he was right: they had just arrived
from Argailias, where they had finally met the new Maede of House
Elore'il. Lord Navhares had lost his ties to his name and was part of
the Prince's House. He had to confess to himself he felt sorry for
the boy, who had been another political toy and most probably would
never be satisfied with his life. Along with the compassion he also
felt a pang of jealousy. And he despised himself for it: wasn't it
normal that Caradhar were fond of him? He was his son after all. But
he also knew the boy's affection was of a different kind. Well, no
use thinking about it since he had been the chosen one, and sharing
the redhead from time to time and letting Navhares receive a purely
fraternal love wasn't a high price to pay.
'I
could've done it myself,' answered Sül while the gifted shoved
another apple into his mouth, took his shirt off and kicked his boots
away, all at the same time. 'It must be overwhelming for you to get
close to the other houses without a telepath who'd... what the heck
are you doing?'
'No.
You were so soundly asleep I didn't want to bother you. It's good if
I spoil you from time to time. Moreover I manage pretty good on my
own. Tirsseil says my shields are almost perfect and the only thing I
have to improve is the way I project myself into other people,
because my entrances are fairly abrupt.' The redhead smiled broadly
and wickedly. 'That's right, my entrances have always been fairly
abrupt, haven't they?'
'Are
you getting ready for one right now?' asked the other elf, also
wickedly. 'What's the rush in going starkers?'
'Oh,
that.' Caradhar finished his second apple and got rid of his trousers
with one single pull. 'Morning bath. Waiting for you downstairs.
Don't be long.'
The
gifted passed besides him completely naked, jumped from the window to
the platform and disappeared from sight. Sül groaned. What did he
see in those morning baths? The water was always frozen. He sighed
and prepared to follow him, but he grabbed his trousers first.
Experience had taught him to be prepared...
Outside,
the dark surface of the water seemed quiet and clear under the carpet
of aquatic plants. That cheat of a gifted had to be thinking of
playing dirty tricks again. The problem was that pond, despite it
wasn't too big, it was deep enough to allow Caradhar to hide inside
and try to scare the hell out of him. And wouldn't he hold his breath
for a long time, the rascal... Cursing quietly he removed his
trousers and slipped down the roots of the huge tree to the extremely
cold water. He clenched his jaw and went for a sudden immersion, and
then got his head out forcing his teeth not to chatter. He'd make him
pay, oh wouldn't he... if he ever found him.
The
water reached his chest. He started to walk around slowly, trying to
guess in which place the elf was hidden. Abrupt entrances, huh? He'd
teach him what an abrupt entrance was... He started to visualise in
great detail what he was planning to do with him, in case that young
demon were spying his mind. That is, if he could get it up, deep as
he was into that pool of ice. Then he searched the still surface
thoroughly, alert to the smallest movement of the tiniest leaf;
nothing. He ventured some more steps...
The
attack
came
from the front, unexpected as always, yet very different this time.
Something smooth and warm seized his crotch and caressed his asleep
sex. His first reaction was jumping backwards, but a pair of firm
hands kept his legs nailed to the spot while the caresses
intensified. Sül looked down and everything he could see were
aquatic plants; sweeping them aside he made out something waving
under the dark surface: a floating mane... The elf grabbed those
velvet tresses and pulled them gently to keep the head they were
attached to stuck to his body. He smiled mischievously, wishing him
good luck if he thought making it stand
up was
going to be easy in those circumstances. Probably he'd had to come
out to catch some breath before getting any results...
But
he had underestimated the ability of those lips sliding along his
member, relaxed so far, and the delicious slippery sensation under
the water. Trapped between those silky walls, inside that warm
cavern, his sex started to wake up, also stirred by the tongue
brushing and swirling around it. His quiet moans started to echo
along the silent surface of the pond, barely disturbed by some soft
splashing. And when the hands holding him went up to his buttocks and
seized them, kneading them vigorously, his body got warm very fast,
and a burning wave arose from his lower abdomen to his cheeks. His
fingers dug even deeper into those elusive locks; his hips started to
thrust in search of that torrid moisture...
Caradhar's
head emerged in front of him, his hair like a bright red piece of
satin, stuck to his neck and shoulders; tiny drops of water splashed
his eyelashes and slipped down his face. He breathed in deeply, his
lungs trying to regain the air they had been deprived of for such a
long time, but Sül wasn't very compassionate: his lips soon trapped
that panting mouth and again stole its breath. His arms surrounded
tightly that beautiful pale body and squeezed it, and the perfect
slippery sensation on his skin made him want him even more. Going
down along his sides to his groin, his hands moved between his thighs
and spread them. Caradhar wrapped his legs around the dark-haired
elf's muscular hips, whose hands travelled then to his butt cheeks
and exposed his opening. The gifted's moan inside his mouth excited
him, and the wish of watching his expression right then made him
break the kiss and tilt his head backwards.
The
redhead anxiously breathed in again, bathing him with warm air,
intensely staring at him with those eyes that burned through the
long, wet eyelashes. Nothing could be heard but the sound of his
panting. He slightly pushed himself up, using his legs, took hold of
Sül's ram and guided it very slowly inside his back entrance,
through which it slid smoothly as silk until it entered him
completely. And that look... that look that mixed lust, desire and
that feeling the gifted had learnt to name not a long time ago...
When he started to take impulse and move up and down, their lips so
close they brushed each other, the burning wave roaming inside his
lover's body turned into blazes.
He
held him as strong as he could, as if that slippery skin were about
to trickle like water through his fingers, and paced his ride, that
speeded up as his excitement increased. Feeling the rubbing of his
swollen member along his abdominals he placed his hand around it to
procure him even more pleasure, brushing the tip with his thumb.
Never losing eye contact, the gifted raised the volume of his moans
little by little until the flesh seized by Sül's palm started to
throb and pulsate; his lips became even more apart; his eyelids fell
down slightly; his reddish eyebrows frowned for some long seconds in
a display of enjoyment.
Caradhar
was an truly arousing vision every time Sül made him climax like
that... The dark-haired elf drank thirstily from those convulsed
features and then kissed him, craving to keep going but knowing he
wouldn't last much longer. Reading his desire, the gifted's hand went
down to his rear; his index finger penetrated that narrow tunnel
easily, and Sül stifled a cry. A second finger joined the first one,
and the elf shivered. Then Caradhar interrupted the kiss and said
softly, close to his partner's ear: 'Hello, Vira'. Sül turned his
head sharply...
But
the redhead's fingers reached right then his sweet spot, and the
muscles of his inner walls trapped tightly the member about to burst
they were sheltering. A violent and unstoppable orgasm shook the
elf's body right when his eyes were meeting the tall Silvan's ones,
that stared at him wide open. Panting, his heart about to come out of
his chest, he wished the earth would open and swallow him. Alright,
he
thought, I
can't sink lower than this. I know he spied me in bed like one
hundred times, but coming while looking him in the eyes...
He
slowly looked back at that fire red-haired demon that was tracing his
tattoos with his fingers... inside whom he still was, for all the
gods, and had to suppress a sudden impulse to strangle him. Caradhar
had changed, no doubt about that, but certain aspects of him were
just the same. As his incredible shamelessness. The gifted smiled
apologetically, held him and pressed their foreheads together, and
Sül understood at once that had been a simple display of dominance
for the newcomer's eyes. The mere thought was astonishing: Caradhar
was jealous. He didn't know if he should laugh or still be annoyed...
'Ahem...'
Vira cleared his throat; amazing, considering it was almost
impossible to render him speechless. The gifted perceived he clearly
wasn't the others' most favourite person right then. 'Well... I see
we chose a good moment to come, good for you, at least...' We?,
the other elves thought. 'but you might want to uncouple
to
speak. Unless you want us to come back later, once you're done
feeding the fish.'
The
tall Silvan quickly recovered his aplomb, and his tone became
slightly mocking. But then he moved aside, showing Lioges' figure,
who was following him at a distance. He had turned his face aside and
his embarrassment was so evident that it wasn't needed to be an
empathic to notice it. Sül stared at his partner, whose expression
was more serious as he moved away after a light kiss on the lips. The
dark-haired elf got out of the water and grabbed his clothes.
Caradhar's voice sounded tense as he asked 'Can you throw me some
trousers, Sül?'. Right, thought the young elf, it was good to be
far-sighted in moment like that.
Sül
stood there, serving as a screen for the redhead's modesty as he got
dressed. Then he moved aside and saw him and the healer greeting each
other somehow awkwardly and climbing the stairs up to the main
platform. He didn't want to follow them and meddle in their
conversation, but took good care of sitting on the roots of the tree,
on a spot from where he could observe them. Vira joined him.
The
younger elf regretted not wearing a shirt, because he had never liked
to show his scarifications but to his partner. Besides, the way in
which those wine-coloured eyes used to observe him never helped to
make him feel comfortable. What the blazes... it couldn't get any
worse.
'How
was the trip?' asked the Silvan. He never missed a journey to
Argailias, but he had other obligations that time.
'Not
bad. It was quieter than Dervharn these days. And you?'
'Not
bad either. I left Dainhaya with her so-called fiancé's clan. You
know, getting to know each other. It's funny but I think his brother
attracts her much more. I don't blame her, he'd attract me much more
as well. To begin with, he doesn't have a stick up where the sun
doesn't shine. I tell you I am sure somebody is swapping partners,
and I'll have to go into exile to Argailias to escape Father's
wrath.'
That
was another reason why Father used to lose his temper at the sole
mention of Vira and Sül. Upon her return from the elven city
Dainhaya had refused to pair her mentor's chosen one off, claiming
she wasn't going to share her life with somebody she barely knew. The
elf's shame and disappointment had known no limits, and since those
two had spent their last weeks in Argailias alone with her, it had
been too easy to pin the blame on them for being a negative
influence on the female. What else could be expected, he had thought,
from those elves with such unnatural impulses?
As
for the true reason Caradhar had taken refuge in Argent City, it had
been far less comical. The memory haunted Sül's mind and filled it
with contradictory feelings, mostly dark ones. He always tried to
suppress them because they saddened his partner even more, but it
wasn't easy at all.
Everything
had started the day they had left that city, in which the gifted had
told him about his conversation with Navhares, including the dream
the boy had mentioned. And after the dream he had talked about that
thing
he had been doing for weeks, at the request of Lioges... The young
elf had found it was odd; odd, and bizarre, and yes, painful. Not as
painful as if he had been sleeping with dozens of female Silvans, as
Sül had imagined in his worst nightmares, but certainly unpleasant.
And Navhares' dream had worried Caradhar.
Upon
their arrival to the forest the news hadn't taken him by surprise:
Mirtuillë was pregnant. That had pleased the Silvans but it had been
a great blow to the gifted, for it would mean to disappoint his
companion again. He had sincerely expected that he would leave after
hearing it, that it would be the last straw.
The
former Shadow hadn't been happy. How could he? But he had forgiven
Caradhar once more. It had been a long night, with the gifted sobbing
in his arms in such a heartbreaking way. To make it even worse that
meddling healer had come to butt in pretending the best for him were
some hours of deep slumber. There had been true concern in his voice,
he couldn't deny that, but if they had arrived at that situation it
was partly his fault. And since Caradhar had clung to him wishing to
be left alone, Sül had threw him out using a language that would go
down in the annals of Dervharn history as the rudest, most irreverent
and profane ever heard across that part of the world. That had
reinforced Lioges' belief: Darshi'nai were nothing but scum. For his
part, Vira still chuckled to himself every time he recalled the
scene.
And
time had passed and she had gone into labour. Mirtuillë, the guides'
daughter, had given birth to a male elf. An elf with the gift.
How
many chances were there for a gifted to have a son also blessed with
the Gift? The news had spread like wildfire, not only inside the
community of Dervharn but also among the other clans. It was the
first gifted born among the Ancient Race since the times of the Great
Blasphemy, and most likely he'd become a weaver as well, because he
possessed the double mark of magic. Savhran, the guide, had been
overwhelmed with joy, but Tirsseil had harboured reservations; she
knew what was going to happen next.
The
other clans' requests for Caradhar to share his blood with them had
arrived non-stop, like Autumn rain. The gifted had locked himself in
the house, terrified, and had refused to go out, harassed not only by
the voices ringing in his ears but also by the ones echoing inside
his head. Father had even suggested they could use Lioges' minimally
invasive
methods if the young elf refused to accept an appropriated
partner...
Sül could have killed him right there with pleasure. At least the
female guide had stood up for him, sending them to Argailias. Such a
paradox, having to resort to that city as an escape route.
After
their return things seemed to be back to normal. Tirsseil had had
words with the rest of the clans and even with Father. They could be
accused of pretending to monopolise that blessed blood, but she
didn't care: Dervharn's lost
children had
given enough of it as to account for a couple of lives.
'What
about Navhares? Has he been dreaming lately?' asked Vira.
'From
time to time. He agreed to meet the guide... which isn't easy for any
of them. But of course he's dying to know how's the people Caradhar's
living with nowadays. And he's very disappointed 'cause he'll never
be able to develop his talent due to his dependence on potions. It's
funny but I think it isn't as much the power it represents as the
fact that possessing talent would make him feel closer to him...'
'A
failed sighted.' Vira whistled. 'Do you know how rare sighted elves
are? None had been born for ages.' They both remained silent for some
instants. 'Corail has always been a real bitch.'
'At
least we agree on that.'
'But
we have to admit there's something she did pretty nicely, at least,
since your redhead's blood is top quality.'
'If
that's what she did pretty nicely she could have spared us. It only
brought us buggering problems.'
'You'll
never know. It things had been different you two might have never
met. Gods love to toy with us, and we can do nothing but screwing
ourselves and dance. I don't know how you dance, but you're quite
skilled with screwing.'
'Huh...
about what you just saw in the water...' started Sül, feeling
awkward.
'Take
it easy. I know very well why he did it. Isn't it charming? Our
Caradhar won't loose a chance to show me you belong to him. I feel
flattered: someone like him thinks I can be a threat.' He chuckled.
'He changed a lot. He even became modest. I never thought I'd see the
day in which he'd hide behind you to get dressed.'
'He
didn't become modest.' The dark-haired elf smiled slightly and looked
down. 'When we arrived yesterday the guides came to welcome us. Adhar
had just taken a bath and appeared buck naked in the middle of the
room, drying his hair as if it was nothing. Tirsseil managed to keep
that composed face of hers, but the way Savhran raised his
eyebrows... I thought they'd escape through the top of his forehead.'
'Oh?'
Vira raised his.
'It's
about your brother. He doesn't want to provoke him more than
necessary. He knows... well, we all know what Lioges feels for him.'
'I
see.' The Silvan glanced up to the top of the tree. 'The only thing I
can say is that he really did change.'
Silence
came upon them again. The elder elf seemed to hear something; he
turned around and smiled.
'A
cardinal nest close to your house. How appropriated.'
'What?'
Sül leaned down to have a look. After some time he discovered it:
there was a nest indeed with a lay, well hidden among the bushes.
There was no trace of the parents. 'Ah, that... a cardinal nest...
isn't that cool...'
'You
haven't the faintest idea what I am talking about.'
'...I've
lived my whole damn life in a city... how do you want me to tell one
nest from another? As far as I'm concerned it could be a fucking
chicken nest...' Upon seeing the Silvan's mocking and condescending
expression, Sül felt embarrassed. 'What? Why should I know how a
chicken nest looks?'
'Hush...
you're going to be lucky. Look, here comes the proud dad.'
Sül
grumbled but leaned down again to watch. And certainly a small bird
had landed on the nest. Its plumage was the most amazing red he could
have ever imagined. It was almost like... The young elf started at
it, delighted.
Vira
took advantage to observe quite openly the elf that so carelessly had
thrown himself over him.
'You're
letting your hair grow,' he said.
'Well...'
Sül noticed his posture and moved away quickly, 'Darshi'nai never
wear it very long. As I'm no longer one Adhar said he'd like me to
let it grow.' He moved his wet long hair aside. 'Frankly I don't know
how you manage to train comfortably with such a mane...'
Vira's
thick braid reached his waist.
'You'll
have to learn to plait your hair.' The Silvan reached for his dark
hair and started to plait it as if it were the most natural thing in
the world. Sül was about to complain, but he was quickly distracted
by his companion's next question. 'How do you feel after breaking up
with the Darshi'nai?'
'What
can I say? My neidokesh made it perfectly clear I wasn't worthy of
the name. I never had what it took to be a Shadow. Leaving all that
behind is the best it could happen to me.'
'That
isn't completely true,' said Vira softly. 'Your name, Sül,
comes
from the ancient language. I bow to the Darshi'nai for they didn't
completely forget the old traditions.'
'Really?
And what does it mean?
'Shadow.'
When he saw the young elf's disheartened expression the Silvan
smiled. 'Don't worry. It's still a beautiful word that suits a
beautiful...'
'What
are you doing, Vira?'
Caradhar's
voice coming from the platform interrupted the scene. Both elves
looked up and saw Lioges leaving in silence, and the gifted walking
down the steps in pairs and standing besides them with a weird look.
As if he didn't mean to, he seized the braid from the tall elf's
hands and finished it himself, planting a kiss on Sül's nape.
'Why
don't you eat something, get dressed and come down for a walk?' he
whispered. 'Today the area seems to be crowded anyway...'
'Sure.'
The
elf smiled and ran towards the house. As for the elves he had left
behind... Caradhar barely dared to face Vira. He was well aware of
what he was thinking and felt half annoyed, half ashamed. Finally he
looked at him from the corner of his eye and found his gaze fixed on
his, piercing him from side to side, and a whimsical smile curving
his lips.
'What's
your game, Vira?' asked the redhead, impatiently. ' You know
perfectly he doesn't see you that way. Maybe I don't deserve him but
it's me whom...'
'Oh
I know, I know. And you know that if he got laid with me and we did
it again and again, in the most depraved and deviant ways, you
wouldn't have the shadow
of
a right to complain, right?'
'...
That isn't happening.' The young elf's cheeks turned red.
'That
might
have
happened if I had wanted. But what can I say? Most probably I've gone
soft as time has gone by.'
'No.
That means he's too important for you to throw everything overboard.
If you only wanted sex from him I'd have no reason to worry.'
Vira's
smile became broader, and also more bitter.
'Don't
try to hide anything from a telepath for it's no use. Good news for
you is that the maxim also goes for Sül, and he'd rather jump over
his own sword than causing you any pain.'
'I'd
also do anything for him, Vira. Anything.'
The gifted's red gaze was full of... it was hard to tell: decision;
remorse; anguish; passion; love...
'I
know. Lately I've come to admire you and respect you, and since I'm
not blind I also decided to step aside. But I am not like my brother,
who rather avoid what he can't have. I'll warm up under the sun every
time I have the chance. Too many years studying the Darshi'nai must
have left a masochistic mark on me.'
'What
do you mean, 'warm up under the sun'?' suspiciously asked Caradhar.
'I
mean that if you ever notice tedium and monotony threaten your
evenings in bed I'll be more than happy to join you both and spice
them... no... wait... you know I'm joking...'
'Don't
try to hide anything from a telepath'. That was a fairly good
philosophy. 'Don't annoy a telepath' wasn't a bad one either. Vira's
problem was that he used to forget both of them from time to time. He
tried to raise his shields but couldn't do much to resist Caradhar's
abrupt
entrance, who
forced him to stand up and jump into the water with a loud splash.
Sül stuck his head out, alarmed by the noise, and watched the Silvan
standing into the pond, soaking wet and covered with aquatic plants,
under Caradhar's mischievous gaze. The most curious thing was that
the younger elf offered his hand to his victim to get out and he
accepted, but not without casting a good glance at it, as if that
cheeky crimson-haired elf were holding out a beehive instead of a
hand. One thing had to be acknowledged: Vira knew how to lose with
elegance. Or at least he was a fast learner...
When
Sül joined them the elf marked with magic had managed to get rid of
most of the plants. Approaching Caradhar, displaying his magnificent
teeth in a wide smile, he sank his hand into his red hair. The gifted
arched his neck, satisfied.
'And
what are your short-term plans, Vira?' asked the dark-haired elf.
'Apart from taking the fish out of your boots.'
'Hah,
hah. First thing will definitely be updating my telepathic defence
abilities. I never lose the hope of laughing last.'
'Good
idea,' commented Caradhar. 'I'll keep developing my attacking ones.
And when you realise you're losing your time, what else will you
undertake?'
Vira's
eyes oozed reproach, but also other emotions. They seemed to follow
the course of the river, that quickly disappeared among the trees.
'I'm
restless. Probably I won't stay in Dervharn much longer; I never do.'
'There's
South wind blowing, and I always liked to swim against the tide. It
may be a challenge to head towards there. After all, who knows where
will I be tomorrow?'
'And
you, Caradhar, where will you be tomorrow?'
'I
don't know either.' The gifted raised his hand and placed it on
Sül's, that rested upon his shoulder. 'But I do know whom I'll be
with. And that's much more than I could ever say in my whole life.'
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